Tak sabar!!

Ha. Meh nak share ape yg aku suke cari kat bazar Ramadhan Satok, P.J, Stutong & 7th Mile, Sarawak.

Amaran keras! Sila kawal nafsu makan anda ek.. (^.^)

Peel Fresh. Grape or Apple with Aloe Vera bits. Ni tade la jual kat bazar plak kan. Cari kat pasaraya. Slurppp! *wajib*
Soya Bean: Abadi. Setia. Selamanya. Wah! *wajib

Kurma kan ade glukosa (gula ringkas, snang utk terus dicerna menjadi tenaga, x cam makanan berlemak/bergula yg lain, lmbat dicerna & jadi lemak+kolesterol = tambah berat badan. Kita dh puasa 12 jam, so why not mkn kurma yg bagos nih utk mendapatkan sumber tenaga yg lebih afdal), ade serat & zat besi gak. Perfect! Islam itu indah. Sunnah Nabi itu indah. Mengamalkannya, maka kehidupan kita menjadi indah. *wajib

Chipsmore Butter Crunch menjadi pilihan. Don't be surprise, kdg2 aku mkn ni jek time berbuka b4 gi terawih kat IPTAR nun. 25 % extra choc tuh.... ;D

Ha. Kek batik. Uuuu sgt2 suke! Tak tentu hala kalo tade nih. LOVE U! *wajib

Karipap pusing & karipap sardin ler aku carik. Tapi, mkn tgh2 jek, yg berpintal2 tuh aku tolak tepi. Huhu. Pelik? NOP~

Sate ayam or daging? Mane2 jek. Gigit, Tarik, Kunyah & Telan. Erkk! Alhamdulillah.

Sedap bangat nih sotong goreng tepung.

Emm. Laksa Penang. Kalo kat Lipis, Kak An rajen wat nih time bufday anyone dlm familyku~ Miss her laksa penang lor.

Lemon Chicken pon aku suke beli. Kat Bazar Stutong ade.

Popia basah. Apesal nama gitu pon ku taktau. Men makan jek. Tade keje nak kaji asal-usul name beliau. Sedap dimakan. *wajib

Ikan bakar cicah air asam. Tapi, aku tade cicah2 la. Kang bisa perut. ;D

Ha. Ni butter prawn. Beli kat Raja Ayam Penyet, the best in town. Yummy!

Sotong sumbat pon aku sgt la suke. Dan sebenarnya, ku suke seafood.

Ganu mariiiii..Kopok lekor in da club! huhu. *wajib

Ayam percik pon ade dlm list. Haruslah~

Nasik lemak special. Ayam lebih satuuuuu! ;D

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Skang kita beralih kepada menu wajib bagi Sarawakian. Cam chef rancangan masakan dh aku.Tapi, aku tak berapa leh makan nih sume. No offense k, but due to my health condition. 4 sure, sedap if cuba.

1. Umai udang. Umai nih ade beberapa jenis, udang, ikan, depend pd selera. Mentah, cam sushi jek. hehe. Tapi, agak berbisa coz ade limau, cili, asam, benda2 masam. So, ku avoid.

2. Mee kolok. Aku kurang mkn makanan yg ade sup or berkuah except laksa penang jek. Mee nih special kat sini, ade campur daging lembu gak. Kuah sup + kicap pedas. Pedas?? huhu. Avoid.

3. Bubur pedas. Ha, ni menu wajib time bulan pose. Special la. Cam kat Semenanjung, bubur lambuk/bubur caca kan. Bubur ni byk giler sayur + ulam-ulaman, udang or daging or ayam, nasik nyer ciput jek, tuh pon dlm perencah nyer. Pedas & sayur?? Sah2 kena avoid. ;D

Nih sume alert kot. Kek Lapis Sarawak. Ade berpuluh2 jenis. Tp, aku takleh nk mkn byk cz dibuat dr butter & marjerin. Sedap mmg la, cara nk wat agak complicated, corak mcm2, colourful gak (sayang nak makan kata mak aku), kreatif ah diorang nih. They have to do layer by layer & take time to finish it. Student yg study kat sini or yg keje sini, if nak balik Semenanjung, mesti beli kek lapis as a souvenier from Sarawak. Kalo mahal pon, padan la dgn the step kan.

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Hehe..tade niat pon nak wat selera sape2 terbuka. Maap. Bulan puasa nih kena kawal segala nafsu. kan? Nak share something gak. Lima perkara berkaitan. Kalo kita kuat makan (1), berat bertambah. Bila berat bertambah, jadi pemalas(2). Pemalas nak solat cthnya, yg wajib apatah lagi yg sunat. Nafsu (3) org kuar makan ni besar. Nafsu psl macam2 la. Bila malas solat & nafsu utk perkara lain lagi besar, sah2 hati jadi keras (4). Asyik pk diri sendiri jek, buat ape pun jiwa tak tenang, pemarah, rasa resah. Bila hati dah jadi keras, buat banyak dosa lak(5). Yelah, dh jadi manusia yg tak peduli pe2 kan. Minum arak ke, maksiat, berjudi, mengumpat, marah2 tak tentu hala, dan seangkatan dengannya. Pastuh? paham2 la sendiri. Fikirkan. Peringatan utk diri ni & kamu. Sharing is Caring! InsyaAllah. ;D

Selamat berpuasa semua!

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She's the best! Will always be with you.

Yuna- After Midnight

After midnight i shall kidnap you from the world

and i’ll keep you in my room

hush now my love and hold my hand

after midnight i shall take you to a place

where no one else should know of

hush now my love and hold my hand

you are exactly where you’re supposed to be

and if they can’t find you they would have to find me

stay

keep me awake

keep me amazed

only for today

keep me dazed

my love is yours only

after midnight i shall stay awake

and if you chose to close your eyes now

hush now my love i’ll watch you sleep

you are exactly where you’re supposed to be

and if they come for you they would have to find me

stay

keep me awake

keep me amazed

only for today

keep me dazed

my love is yours only

stay

keep me awake

keep me amazed

only for today

keep me dazed

my love is yours only

Events in Kuching, Sarawak.

Jomheboh : 25/26 hb Julai 2009, Stadium Petrajaya, Kuching, Sarawak.

Peh. Penat giler! Dua ari jadi promoter merchandise tv3 & merchandise Jomheboh. Customer ramai bangat. Non-stop layan jek. 1 jam pertama memang blur gi. Mane nak kena tulis order form, show them the display gi, attract gi. Fuh~ Susah cz marketing bkn bidang aku even sem ni aku ade amek business. Rasa bangga gak bila Yang Hormat TYT Taib sudi datang ke booth TV3. Terkejut gak bila ramai2 cameraman dtg kat booth. Rupanyer~ Then, antara artis yg dtg beli merchandise : Arash Muhd & Zakiah Anas with her husband. Lovely & friendly. Berpanas & beratur sama gak cam the public. Time makan best coz mkn sekali dgn sume artis. Kamal bionik, Ashraf Muslim yg siyes hensem, Amyza Aznan, Danny X-Factor yg suke2 jek cilok airku~ Almy Nadia (plish la), Sofaz, Adibah Noor, Fizo, Dafi Spa Q, Abg Naz Melodi, Wahid Senario, ramai gi lah. tapi part yg x best, x sempat amek gambar pon~ sengal kan?? Mane bwk hp or camera time mkn. Habis mkn tros gi booth. Tapi lepak sekali dgn dorang ni best r. Selambe jek. Ade gak yang kerek + berlagak cam haram. Kalo bkn sebab peminat, tadenyer korang glemer de. haha~ Pengalaman gak la deal dgn direct selling nih, marketing, bla bla..RM20,000 in hand, cash. hehe. kalo la duit aku.weeee~ mlm ahad smpai je kolej, tros berendam kaki. smpai skang keletihan still terasa. adoi3...

Konsert AF7 : 25hb Julai 2009 , Padang Merdeka, Kuching Sarawak.

Aku tak sure sape dak AF yg ade. tapi aku dengar cam sore si Hafiz mlm tuh time otw gi Petrajaya. X dapat tgk gak cz komitmen dgn Jomheboh. lalu jek tepi Merdeka Palace, parking full. Mmg mencabar mlm kejadian.hehe..

Perasmian Dewan Undangan Negeri : 27hb Julai 2009

Finally, rasmi gak building yg bernilai lebih RM300 juta nih. Emm besar, menarik cz design folo kebudayaan Melanau sempena penghormatan kepada TYT Sarawak sendiri. Canggih cz perwakilan leh discuss directly tru the lappy, even dgn YB2 kat parlimen. Perasmian oleh Seri Paduka Baginda Yang Di-pertuan Agong Al-Wathiqu Billah Tuanku Mizan Zainal Abidin Ibni Al-Marhum Sultan Mahmud Al-Muktafi Billah Shah. DUN yg baru ni menggantikan DUN yg lama di Petrajaya. DUN baru ni terletak di tepian Sungai Sarawak n bertentangan dengan bandaraya Kuching. Dalam Borneo Post pagi td, ade cadangan utk masukkan DUN ni dlm kalendar tourism negara cz DUN ni secara langsung akan terus menjadi mercu tanda yang bakal menggamit pengunjung n pelancong ke bandaraya ni nanti.

Majlis Raja-Raja: 27hb & 28hb Julai 2009, DUN.

Banyak event kat Kuching skang. Meriah. Majlis Raja-Raja antaranya lah. Hari Isnin n Selasa baru2 nih berlangsung kat Dewan Undangan Negeri yang baru je dirasmikan oleh Yang DiPertuan Agung Sultan Mizan. Sultan2 negeri lain pon ade dtg. Sultan Johor ade dtg UNIMAS jumpa dgn anak2 Johor.

Regatta : 27hb Julai 2009, Waterfront, Kuching Sarawak.

The Sarawak Regatta 2009 was a watery sporting fun with more than 600 paddlers registered paddling their boats for a two kilometer dash along the Sarawak River. Paddlers coming from as far as neighbouring Brunei, Kalimantan, Indonesia and various other states in Peninsular Malaysia joint this cool event held from July 31 to August 1. Kayak yg mcm2 jenis smpai aku pon tak bape igt, dh lame x berkayak. Hehe..parking tade aku dgr. Jalan byk tutup. X sempat gi tgk pon kemeriahannya. mlm tuh ade lak perarakan kapal berhias yang berwarna-warni kat Sungai Sarawak. Mcm2 la gak. CIMB, Harwood, Sarawak Energy, syarikat2 kerajaan, swasta, bla bla..cun woo. sob sob..dgr jek n tgk kat blog mber..sdey dowh~ Last sekali, bunga api dlm 30 minit.

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Sume program ni dibuat dan dilaksanakan dalam satu masa even lain2 tempat, tapi kesesakan yang dialami..MasyaAllah. Puncanya, banyak jalan2 utama ditutup utk memberi laluan kepada orang2 kenamaan. Ape pun, aku happy je dgn sumenya. Ape aku merepek ni? ahaha..demam punya psl. Kepada rakyat Malaysia, jaga la kesihatan!

Antara Dua Perkara..

1st, TAHNIAH..

to Azie & Nani..Azie dh dapat kerja jadi technical executive kat TM. Nani lak dh pass exam utk jadi seorang nurse within this August. Two cool news from two of my lovely friends today.

2nd, I'm so SORRY..

Please don't wait for me.

It's not that I don't like all of you guys. We will remain as friends only for a meantime.

But, maybe one of you was right.

Hati aku kebal dr love feeling.

Kecewa lom hilang?

MAYBE.

Tolong jgn letak aku dlm keadaan serba-salah.

Bila soalan "takkan tade suke sikit pun" ditanya..

Tolong jgn buat aku susah hati.

Bila ayat "saya tetap akan tunggu awak walau ape pun" diucap..

Beri aku masa, beri aku ruang.

Pe pun aku cakap & jelaskan, korang taknak faham plak.

No need to use : Best man win guys. Its not a competition.

Masa depan, harapan keluarga lebih menjadi keutamaan.

Panjang lagi jalan aku nak tempuhi.

Actually, I don't like talking, write something about this. Never do this before. Urghh~

I hate it!

I hate when I tell this problem to friends, buat muke~

What?? Bukan aku meminta. Jauh sekali nak show off. It's a PROBLEM!

I need to express what I felt.

...I have nobody & will not be somebody to anyone...

4 now.

Muktamad!

~Bebas dari segalanya utk segalanya yang akan bebaskan aku~

Holiday di Santubong Resort..Fun bangat deh!

Allamanda, I'm here back.. Jumaat lepas, setuju gak aku dengan permintaan kwn2 yg ajak bercuti rehatkan otak. At first, rasa cam taknak coz mood aku tade. Student's life again..hurm~ But then, i realized that I need some peace of mind. Santubong Resort was a distance to the beach. Next to Damai Golf Course. Room is big, and the bed is comfortable. Quiet and relax. Breakfast is very excellent! Wireless available at the lobby. Pool is great. Even I can't swim, I really enjoyed 'tunjuk kehandalan berendam' there. haha! Environment is good. If you need some relaxation, this is a good place. . Has a karaoke corner, but the staff who worked there wasn't friendly. Well, personally I think they should learn the better way to entertain the clients. Overall, I rated this resort as 7 out of 10. Awesome~ Memang b4 nih aku ade ke area beach sane, especially Damai Beach. kursus, program2 under Unimas. Then, pernah mendaki Gunung Santubong, twice. Tapi, this time, quit different. Geng yang gi lak, semua best! Enjoy. 2 were Sabahan, 3 from Inti College, 2 from UiTM, Cino, Nadz, Shera pon ade. Shera dtg lambat coz ade family gathering kat Merdeka Palace. Petang Jumaat, pas dah check in, kitorang sume tros menuju ke pantai. Apelah gunenya gi pantai kalo tak ke pantai? hehe. lagi 10 minit nak tutup gate masa tuh, tapi kitorang tetap gi. Malam tuh gi makan seafood beramai2. Giler best korang! Sabtu, Nadz anta aku balik Unimas, coz ade kelas. The lecturer was from Universiti Malaysia Sabah. All the way fly from Sabah to teach us once per two weeks. haha. My faculty kekurangan tenaga pengajar. 6 programmes, lots of students, less lecturers. Import ler~ Sempat lagi borak2 dengan Puan Noor'Ain, Timbalan Dekan. Habis je kelas, gerak ke India Street. Cari barang then tros jemput Dilla kat rumah die area Petrajaya, menuju destinasi. Wah! Pe lagi, berendam ler kat laut tak ingat dunia kitorang. Siap men batu seremban tepi pantai. Selamba ajak tourists yg tengok joint out games there. hehe. Malaysian kan peramah! Sunset yg sangat la....[speechles]. Wanna upload our pic, tapi lom transfer dr camera dak2 nih. Next time maybe. Ade beberapa je pic aku kat sane. =p Till then, bye!

p/s : For more info about this beautiful place, err...just google la! ahaha..=p

The Sunset..awesome!

Me. Hiding from the immigration. P.A.T.I. haha

Me & the sand...ceh~

Urghh..cam tinggi je batu2 tuh kan~

Yeayy! berjaya mendaki & tgk laut dr ketinggian err....7 feet? haha

Again!

Tak dapat tido. Kenapa nak fikir? Patut jadi sepertinya. Got class : 9 am to 11 am. Saket perot, kepale..bla bla. Sumbadi kol nain wan-wan. Di mana ketenangan minda? Terhenti di simpang fikiran, menuntut arah untuk berhenti. Setuju untuk bercuti? Tidak? Setuju? Emm..

Class dh 'menyerang'! Run for your life!!!

1st class pagi td, paper pelengkap kt FSGK, cultural & heritage. Tak psl2 kena wat pantun. Ramai ler sgt dak2 amek paper fofular nih, yg rase best sket, half of the class dr fac aku gak. So, cam conquer la. =p Dhlah geng2 grup suh aku ke depan bc pantun yg direka2. Malu + segan giloz. Sempat gak aku mereka sebijik pantun on the spot, khas utk lecturer ku cyg, Puan Ana. Baiknyer die! Klakar plak tuh~ Tgk muke je dh nak ketawa cam haram, apetah lagi bila die berkate2. Tapi paling best bila si Raj naek stage. Pantun die, tunggang-langgang, pembayang tah katne, bersimpang-siur. Habes satu class terbahak2 gelak. Tade kena mengena do~ Tapi majoriti leh cipta pantun gak, hebat gak dak2 mude skang. Kagum. Yang men2 pon ade. Cth : AKU. Slambe suh minah blakang tlg cipta pantun utk aku. Kering otak bab2 ni. Maap dunia! TQ to err sape name? hehe.. wekk~ Class pelengkap petang aku x gi, nk drop Principals of Management. Nak amek class same dgn Ezra & Laura gak.. =p Korang memang berpengaruh kat aku. Psl subjek, setel. Bincang punya bincang pro & kontra subjek2 yg nak amek, last2 tiga setuju amek paper yg same. Aku suke! Report praktikal dh siap print out & binding. Bila tunjuk kat Ezra & Laura, tergezut ler bestfren ku dua orang nih. Tebal mak datuk. Dgr cite Ezra dgn si polis airport yg kerek, membuatkan aku marah giloz. Sukati jek wat Ezra camtuh. Tak semestinya ade badge & kerja dlm bdn beruniform, leh jadik sebab utk bersikap kurang ajar & menengking sesuka hati bila kehendak tak dilayan. Di mana etika kerja? Mengapa terlalu bangga mengatakan anda seorang polis, tapi gagal dalam pelaksanaan tugas? Di mana rasionalnya permintaan melampau anda? Marahlah ni. Huh~ Tgh dok mengutuk attitude mamat tuh, dtg plak encik guard menunjukkan muke garang, kitorang pon masing2 balik ke bilik dgn rase tak bape puas gi melepak. Baru kol 1 am..eii. Tapi aku takleh tdo lak. Ade sesuatu di benakku. Apekah? Maybe pesanan Cino & Sheera time mkn tadi..hmm..terkesan di hati.

p/s : Lirik lagu ni menghantuiku~~Pernahkah kau tak salah, tapi disalahkan, tak diberi kesempatan. Kau dengan dirimu saja, kau dengan duniamu saja. Teruskanlah kau begitu....

::Not a day goes by without thinking of u::

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Tajuk entri tuh bukanlah utk sape2 pon. Lagu tgh berkumandang, so aku men plagiat la. heh~ 3rd July 2009, dgn jayanyer Deqlah menamatkan latihan praktikal di KDRM. weehu~ last day la palinggggg besh bangat deh~ Rase cam hepy* besh * suke * sdey * terharu * pilu * sayu * ape2 jelah. Siyes. Tujuan praktikal untuk mencari pengalaman kerjaya, lain2?? out~.. Harap maklum ek. To Puan Asiah, luv ya! Tq 4 everything. Pangkat & jawatan die x pernah dijadikan sebab untuk membezakan sape2 di bawah seliaannya. 4th July, tros fly ke srwk bumi kenyalang. Pg lagi dh smpai kL. Lepak dgn Afif kat MidValley & The Mines. Gler ramai yg nk tgk transformer. Then, masok area BBSS. Hope honey dh tau BBSS stands for wut. haha. Anta adik pompuan Afif dgn kwn2 die nak gi wedding their friend. Tak dpt jmpa Faita & Bro Syed, Nina, Nani, Iqram & her gf, Zaza yang ade ckp nak dtg. Masing2 ade komitmen. Tade hal. So jmpa Honey, Az n err sape ek sorang g.. lupe. Jumpa lak si Gary & his ex, 1 flight dgnku. Melepak ler sume kat McD. Fun gak cz sume leh masuk kepale even br jek aku kenalkan. Tq guys cz dtg. 1st thing came to my thought was, Aeman. His mummy ckp die nanges kesat2 air mate bile cr aku dh tade. Adeh anak sedaraku! Tak penah berenggang kcuali time aku kat opiz. Shayang die! Bila dh kat unimas tercinte, 1st week bz dgn daftar segalenya, byr2 (arghhh habes riban2), melepak, usha junior, mkn2, men kayak kayuh2 kat tasek, enjoy2..hehe. Ni pon baru je blk kolej, kuar dgn junior tour Kuching. Cam haram. haha. Kire habiskan mase terluang dgn BIJAK la. Next week menanti dgn cabaran baru. Go further~

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P/S : mkn ciken wing tapau dr kfc plus facebook.. 3 am?? hehe..sok ade appointment, tak reti2 nak tido dak neh. aish~ Motif?? Zero. No idea. Suke2 je. Another collection of viss's sneakers maybe.

Happy Birthday Ana!

Happy Birthday.

:26 Jun 1986:

May all your dreams comes true. Thanks for everything you did for our friendship. May Allah bless you and may our friendship last forever. Also, congratulation for your result, flying colours huh? Keep it up~ =]

My Appreciation Goes To--> Nina.

>Noor Diana Shamshuddin<

"So maybe we fight, argue and get each other jealous off of anything. We're not perfect, so what? What really matters are the endless midnight conversations over the phone. All those times we laugh. All those songs that remind us of each other. Good friend is so special, that whenever you're around, it seems the world is filled with joys, just waiting to be found."



Nina, just read this and understand :


* I love you but I am not you lover.


* I care for you, but I am not from your family.


* I am ready to share your pain, but I am not in your blood relations.


= I am your FRIEND.

True frind scolds like a DAD. cares like a MOM. Teases like a SISTER. Irritates like a BROTHER. & finally, LOVE you more than your LOVER! May our friendship remains forever. Eternity.

Teringat & Diingati??

Soalan aku utk hari ni.. betol ke kalo kita rindukan seseorang, or paling kuat pon, teringatla kat sape2 la, orang tuh pon akan otomatik igt kita gak? betul ke? benar ke? sahih ke? ade bukti? ADE! sebab tuh aku highlight kes yang x berape hot nih. hehe. Pagi td aku teringat + rindu ler kat yayang aku, UKM mali.. tetibe beliau sms aku stelah sekian lame x sms, bz dgn tuntutan komitmen. Pintanya, jgn lupakan si dia even someone new may come..Ehem, how can I replace u my dear? Kita ade mind connection ke? Then ada gak aku dok teringat, tade rindu la kat si Jiejoy..ni lah satu2nya manusie yg pggl aku Ley_a. Ye, aku byk nama. Lupakan, tuh x penting. Ni yg penting. Jiejoy pon dh lame x contact aku. Bz kot dgn praktikal, dak2 FSGK praktikal best2. TV la, radio la..jumpa artis salu ler~ So, Jiejoy ni pon tetibe jek call aku pg td borak2 pjg gak la. Byk kali la jd camni. takleh nak nafikan cz sometimes it happen. Pada aku, simple : Kuasa Allah. Related dgn bnda nih gak la, aku leh conclude & sebab utama nape aku highlight entry nih, selalu2 lah igt semua yg ade kaitan dgn kita, sama ada family, kwn2, pakwe2, makwe2, tok nenek, sape2 jelah, kalau kita nak diingati..x contact pon takpe. Tade hal..Ingatan tuh lg penting..~ hehehe..

*ade sape2 sedang teringatkan seseorang skang? =]

Happy Darab Dua..

17 Jun 1957..
Happy Birthday Mak!
Orang syg mak sgt..
Tq sebab besarkan org smpai dh besar camni..=]
Mak sgt baik, lemah-lembut, sporting giler, cun gak..tuh la abah setia..mak masak best!
Mak fhm org.mebi sebab mak anak ke-6, org pon..so kita same. mak suke belai rambut org.suke tarik kaki org if liat bgn..huhu.
Mak suke manjakan org, org malu tp mahu..Mak TAK pernah marah2. Rahsia mak awet muda ye mak? x pyh botox de~
Bila org blk umah, mesti mak msk pe org suke even x suruh.
Bila nak balik srwk, mak nangis bila org kiss mak. mak pesan mcm2, benda yg same org dgr sepanjang 23 tahun ni. tq mak! tq 4 ol ur support, ur love, ur thoughts, ur caring, ur time..everythings!
Mak adalah yg PALING BEST DI ALAM SEMESTA!
Sekali lg, Happy Birthday Puan Normah Haji Ahmad..Semoga panjang umur. Love u!

* hari ni happy giler cz dapat taw result..ehem2..ade yg kena belanja nampaknya ni..sila tunaikan janji anda..=]

Buat kamu...

A second, a minute, and hour, a day goes by. I´m hopin’ just to be by your side. I´m turnin’ the handle. It won’t open. Don’t make me wait, cause right now I need your smile. When life had locked me out, I turned to you. So open the door. Cuz’ you’re all I need right now. It´s true. Nothin’ works like you. A warm bath, a good laugh, an old song that you know by heart. I’ve tried it but they all leave me cold. So now I´m here waiting to see you,my remedy for all that’s been hurting me. You seem to know the way to turn my frown upside down. You always know what to say. To make me feel like everything’s ok. I’m just a little bit. Caught in the middle. Life is a maze. And love is a riddle. I don’t know where to go. I can’t do it alone. And I don’t know why
I am just a little girl. Lost in the moment. I’m so scared. But don’t show it. I can’t figure it out. It’s bringing me down. I know I’ve got to let it go. And just enjoy the show...

Sadness Remover??

Td tengok DOA-Death or Alive. Videogame punya citer. Dolu mase 1st day kuar kat muvi, daku gi tgk dgn sweetpie & housemateku yg bakal bergelar Puan Yus, dilengkapi dgn teman tapi mesra beliau zaman tok kaduk, saudara Che Wan.. Motif? Tade ape. Saje cite. Teringat.

Pagi smpai petang Deqlah dok menempel di KDRM. Balik umah, ketemu sama Yuyue, Aeman & Qimie. Deqlah rase cam besh giler. Hilang penat. Diperhatikan Yuyue yg tgh memerah keringatnye men skipping dgn muke yg berusaha. Berlumbe2 kelenjar adrenalin die bekerja agaknye. Deqlah perhatikan gerak badannya. Cam goyang Inul pon ade minah nie. Patotlah menang skipping 1st place time sukaneka die hari tuh. Ish kamu. Kendian, disuruhnya anak buahnya mengeja cam biase.

Acik : Aeman, cane nak eja bola?? kalo dpt, acik bagi mentos seketol. cepat!
Aeman : Abg taw, L.O Boooo B.A Laaaaa!! BoooLaaaaa!! (dgn muke confident)..
Acik : Aaaaaaa?? sok kem slm byk2 kat cekgu Abg eh??.. adeh! (sambil beri gak la Mentos yg dijanjikan seawal td)..

Time mkn mlm, (dinner kata org kg. daku) Deqlah mencari2 Qimie. Habis digeledah segale bilik, bwh katil, belakang penyapu malah di bawah seterika. hah?? TAKDE?? Langkahnya pantas ke dapur. Lor, dok dlm peti ais plak si kecik neh. Ish! Nak maen nyuruk2 pon jgnlah dlm tuh wahai Qimie, kang kejung.

Qimie : Adik dah tile campai cepuloh..Acik endii ane? Tutu tati adik dah cejok ni...
Acik : Err........(aku patot melutut mtk ampun dgn si kecik ni rasenyer cz agak lame aku mandi td, mane daku sangke kate2nye utk maen nyuruk2 menjadi kenyataan kan)..

Dan begitulah setiap hari dlm hidup daku. Kalerpul! Antara perkara terbaik bila bersama dgn yang tersayang..Hargainya.Tak payah gi jauh2, leh dapat sume ni dgn family anda even berbeza versi kan.. sertailah Kempen Sayangi Keluarga & Hari Tanpa Tembakau pada 31 Mei 2008..apekehalnye?? =p

::MigraiN::

Migrain. Again & Again..hurm~ petang semalam pas habis keje gi pusing2 kat Kastam Bahagian Pencegahan. Sempat gak gi public library, joint the membership & pinjam buku. Dahaga ilmu. Ces~ Then gi makan, pastuh gi belikan kain baju melayu. aduh penat. Pas Isyak, tido sampai ke pagi td, sampailah mamat sahabat segosip segaduh aku, Tuan Shah msg suh bangun pagi td. Ampeh U~ haha. Pepagi lagi dah ganggu anak dara orang, apehal kan? Nak kena babap jek=p..Saket sgt kepale ni. Sabar jelah. Funny dpt msg classmates & kwn2 yg tgh bz dgn praktikal masing2. Sumenya dgn cerita yg sedih, menarik, kelakar giler, kejam & macam2 ade. Adatlah, kate nak pengalaman, nak lulus kredit antarsesi. So, hadap jelah kan.hehe. Skang aku kat umah jap, melayan keletah anak2 buah dua orang ni. Hilang cket saket. KOT... Dlm kepale, banyak benda difikirkan. Aku digasak dgn situasi yang same lagi, diminta secara halus utk wat keputusan & pilihan, dua benda yang memang menyesakkan. Tapi, sampai bile?? Asyik mengelak bukan bagi aku ketenangan gak. Terlalu byk hati yg kena dijaga. susahnya! Tersepit. And I miss my bestfriend. What have i done? Bila contact pon dah cam orang asing je, x reply, x peduli. Jauh kat hati, aku sgt harapkan keadaan cam dulu antara kita. Takpelah, maybe dia xnak diganggu lagi.

Nak mandi, jap lagi masok keje semule. Good Luck Deq!

p/s: Jgn biarkan hp anda diselubungi... missed calls. ahakz!

cuti sem yg paling seram..haha

PRAKTIKAL..

Jabatan Kastam Diraja Bentong. emm quit fun..1st day sgt mencabar hehe..but then oke jek.

Jumpa ramai orang, sume pun friendly. Helpful.

Belajar new things in a new environment.

Nanti transfer ke bahagian pencegahan, rasa cam nervous gak.

Next week, out station ler..yes! gi Genting..

Harap dapat pengalaman yang berharga.

GTG~

.To Whom It May Concern.

WHY?

WHY?

WHY?

WHY?

.Minggu yang tak berapa baik.

I'm coming home.

Untuk bersama dengan mereka yang TAK pernah melupakan aku saat sedih & gembira.

How I need them so much. My family is everything for me.

Aku manusia biasa. Kadang membuat kesilapan. Kadang gagal memenuhi permintaan.

Kepada yang kecewa, maaf.

Kepada yang pernah menggembirakan, terima kasih.

Life is unpredictable.

Berundur, mungkin yang terbaik.

Berdiam, bukan beerti menjauh.

Sometimes, silence is the best way.

Jangan ditanya mengapa.

*Ampuni aku yang telah memasuki kehidupan kalian*

*Mencuba mencari celah dalam hatimu*

Harap aku pernah memberi makna.

Semoga kebahagiaan milik kamu semua.

Till we meet again?? Not so sure..

So long.

Ikhlas,

.Nursolehah Abdul Rahim.

The Climb by Miley Cyrus, Hand In My Pocket by Alanis Morissette & Thinking of You by Kate Perry.

Sunday's Blues Clues huahua!

I was smiling bile die msg & ckp tgh igt kat aku time dia bz study.
Yeayy! Anjakan paradigma yang positif.

Dari tadi hati berdebar-debar. Family?? Semoga Allah melindungi family, especially anak buah yang baru pas operate pg kelmarin kat Johor. Lagi? No idea. Mebi jantung aku terover pam darah. Or? Miss someone maybe? (perlu ke aku pk sume ni?) *Sigh~

4 now, just want to continue reading this, See Isabelle Run For Her Life.

Isabelle : Optimistic, Brilliant & Brave. 10 minutes before her wedding, her bf dump her just like that. Pathetic. But here she comes, with a new way of thinking, new look, make everyone fall for her, including her friends, colleagues, boss! Nobody can escape from her. Err, no intend to tell the synopsis here. Interesting novel based on a true story & inspired me a lot (in terms of the spirit okeh!). Abah, mak, ampun. Anakmu bukan tak belajar. I also need some rest and this is how I rest my brain. Tgk tv, on9, games, search latest info, bace true story, lastik cicak, masak utk housemate juge soulmate, serta classmate (T-I-P-U), & kaco kengkawan apa adanya. Macam bagos. Wink~

Kepelikan Minda Yang Senget!

Patotnye kol 7 pagi ni gi Mukah. My fren, (coach actually) joint thriathlon. Annually competition utk yg berbadan tough, sasa, mantap, mampu, urat besi, tulang dawai, gigi konkrit, kuku zink, bla bla. Adiah riban2 doh~ Plus, ade Pesta Kaul. Annual festival of the Melanau (1 of the ethnic in Srwk), celeb at Kala Dana Beach, from 19-27 April. Havoc & full of excitement. Sounds very interesting to me even nak ke Mukah mkn mase 8 jam. Berdarah mate kan? Tp, aku xle gi lak. Bukan aku yg sepatutnye diajak, tp si die yg lebih layak utk support my fren ni dlm competition tuh. Faker! Mangkok tol bile kena wat pilihan yg letak aku sbg pihak yg terpakse mengalah. Bak kate Afif, xpyh sesakkan otak. Xpe. Lagi pon, nak study. Smlm lunch dgn Im. The expert of Dota & Paintball. Dgr die cite psl program gi Miri dat day, wat aku tergelak. Betol la kate Zoey, kalo x tau tanye pd yg berpengalaman. Ni x, si pengarah projek jenis berlagak cam haram. Kerek. Boddho sombong. Nsb bek Encik Lipan ade. Oh my hero! ngeeee~ Syg tol, big programme like dat, he takes it for granted. Then, there also some act of overt hostilities. Relax la bai (akak or abg?? aku terkesima!!).. kena kritik tuh biaselah, sort of a learning process pe. kecoh ah~ "sekali org kutuk I, 1000 kali org lain akan kutuk org tuh plak"...poyo la ayat merapu kepunden die. New philosophy ke dik? auwww! Thank God aku x gi gak, xmo la tmbh dosa dgn joint gossip-group. Damn you guys! Aku xde pon korang jalankan misi. Nak kena pecat nie mempijakbelakangkan CEO. Mlm smlm kuar dgn Naz. Mr. Nice Guy, tp sorry, terlalu ikhlas la plak. Bored, reject!~Checklist Time.. hakhak! Kitorang gi mkn2 & tgk Friday The 13th. Cerah chance nk dpt surat amaran tata tertib tajaan Abang Guard skali gi nie. Tuan Haji Ahmad Sabu calling2 berbelas kali ptg td, aku plak silence coz study. Tau dh mesti suh gi debat. TAKMO! YDP msg suh jadik LO lg 4 new intake, tp agak frust coz kena wat praktikal. Melepas chance nak usya dak mentah & tambah latest collection. huk~ Dah, Aen suh tdo. Baik honeyku cyg! haipp!!

p/s: apesal Naniey tetibe ckp bangge dgn aku? haishh~ pening aku pk. Kalah tahap kepeningan jwb soklan time UPSR dolu. Beliau lak dh tdo bermandikan saliva yg agak basi, tinggalkan aku hanyut dlm kesengetan sdn bhd. x pueh ati gak!!

Since aku xdpt gi Mukah, so tgk jek la pic of the Kala Dana Beach..sob sobb...

gOOd LucK.

Final exam is just around the corner. Have to take it seriously. Hope NOTHING will disturb my focus, patience, schedule & time management. GAMBATE! CHAYO! GOOD LUCK!

2 Mei 2009 : Big Day. Final Decision.

Happy Birthday!!

Happy Birthday Deq!

Dr pagi td entry ni dlm draft =p.. Tq to those who wish me, gave presents, & celebrated my big day. Trime kasih kat abah & mak gak coz memberikan ucapan yg sgt la bermakne diz year.. Mkn dlm woo~ anakanda try ek?? Tq to Nina, her sis Aida, her sis's friend, & Ana Senget Ding Dong Tora-Tora Bora (panjang wey name ko) coz kuar dgn aku. Tuh la, len kali setuju jek gi Kenny Rogers, Chicken Rice x besh! x jumpe pon kepak ciken kan. Ahax~ Soooo sorry to friends who plan to celeb my birthday, but i can't go. Wut?? How come?? Its my birthday hehe..Very the kejam ke? Agak la. hehe. But i have to spend time with others too. Xmo la kerat2 lak bdn aku kan. hehe.

Tq also to those who sang to me. Aku suke coz b'jaye pakse dorang menyumbangkan suare yg agak..err..hehe. Aen, Cik Diela, Mitchell, Laura, Nash, Hawa, Jebot, Kiky, Naniey, Haniez, Reez, Afif, Dino, Eddy, Doz, Justin, dan sebagainye. Xdpt aku nak type sume kt cnie coz aku tgh men game skang. Aku syg giler dgn korang sume. Very funny when i got different kinds of genre. ceh! Genre?? Tahlah, aku terdengar iklan kat tv sebut ni td..wuteva~ Tamil version, Malay, Urdu, English, Japan (hakuna matata ooyeah!), bahase Siam pon ade wey, Mexico juge turut serta, Pofabor miamor! Acoustic x ketinggalan (honey, suare awk la yg paling sedaappppp =p tipu jek!), Ana plak versi baru bgn tdo. sexy doh~ cam Anggun gak la. (ko pon tau aku tipu ni) haha. Leh wat special collection in cd type nie..Jual sekilo RM 1.50. To ieda..siap awk! very disrecpectful punyer adeq. Org bom Dungun baru tau. huk~ Special to Ezra, boh tikam telur busuk, mun asa mok kena kiss sabtu tok, try la! hakhak! Wey dh rase cam bagi ucapan time Anugerah Juare Lagu jek. heh! Blah ah.

Hadiah?? sgt sygkan sumenye. Dun have to state here i guess. Tp palinggg syg, Vincci's watch in white. Sgt mencabar kesabaran sy. Good challenge. =]

Hope to become as a better Deqlah.

Well, the most incredible single thing happen when the clock turn to 12 am, 8 April 2009 was, I get to know myself better..I just love being myself. I love everything about me. Very optimistic la diz time, less pessimistic =] huishh!!

P/s: So touching when i read Cik Diela's entry bout my birthday..TQ! Appreciate it my dear friend! even agak kontroversi la, nsb bek peminat phm. hakhak! so, saje nak add b4 publish kan. No heart feeling to others OKE! Pinjam ayat Cik Diela. Dear Diela, hope 1 day nti kita dpt repeat sume kenangan tuh. Saye tmbh cket eh, tp bukan versi surat la. Failed bab tuh.. Byk kenangan kite kan seperti sesi terapi picit2 kepale yg disepit dgn sepit-sepit rambut kaler purple (ye ke?), memijak kucing di stadium UKM demi nak slamatkan tgn lembut u dr dicakar (hasil rendaman dia dlm air beras 3x sehari, try la), ke pasar mlm Bangi yg sungguh wangi, berlari2 pujok u di kala muke u manje2 merajok (comelnye taik lalat die), membahan dak 'faizal tahir', melepak di bwh pokok berhantu di Ibu Zain smbil cube m'beri hint supaya beliau go away (im refering to err..u know!), tdo bersame2 di katil yg standard leh masok Bersamamu, tgk tv smbil mkn twiggies bersuap2 (suap CT), & i hrp jgnla u tolak lagi if nak ajak tgk bola. huahua! Err, haruslah i call u dulu br yg len mlm tuh kan. sumpah! =p Hey, I miss u damn much too!

de[Q][L]ah & her pathetic dimension. huk~

MANTOI?? but i can't sleep..OMG! its 6:55 am in the morning and i am still here in front of my lappy and typing? lols.. that sound so pathetic right..got 3 major probs here. 1st, i can’t sleep…2nd, i can’t sleep…and 3rd, i can’t sleep…i'v tried so many times also…still can’t sleep…i got class by 9 am till 11 (or maybe 12!) and 2 to 5pm in the evening today. Hmmm sleeping disorder?… Aka Insomnia? da du de da du du du I think it is insomnia..or i am too worried with my pending works… Wish i am in a dreamland or la la la la land..at least… How to avoid Insomnia?
after googling…i found this :
Establish a regular sleep schedule. This involves setting a regular bedtime and wake-up time and making every attempt to stick to it, including on the weekends. This will help to set the body’s clock in a way that will make night time sleep deeper and more consistent.
Wait! err..doc? ur advice plis.. :

· Go to bed only when sleepy
· Do not use the bed for anything except sleep; i.e. do not read, watch TV, eat, or worry in bed.
· If unable to sleep within 20 minutes, get up and go to another room. Stay up as long as you wish and then return to the bedroom to sleep.
· If you still cannot fall asleep, repeat rule 3. Do this as often as is necessary throughout the night. · Set the alarm and get up at the same time every morning regardless of how much sleep you got during the night. This will help your body acquire a consistent sleep rhythm.
· Do not nap during the day.
· Do not take recovery sleep to compensate for a previous bad night

That is part of the ideas and information on how to avoid insomnia… Sound simple but hard to practice. La la la… What about Sleeping Pil? any ideas? Hmm wait let me check what google has to say about it :P. Well there is a darkside of taking sleeping pils… and why is that? but for sure, i dun like pils!

tak tercapai akalmu!

kecik hati. marah?? lebih dr tu. nak share gak, tp dgn sape? aku cube kawal kmarahan aku, xnak jadi pe2 yg aku sendiri takut nak bayangkan. senang je org wat aku terase, pastu wat derk.. aku makin meluat dgn perangai sesetengah manusie poyo. dlm hidup diorang, tah katne la aku tercampak. tah wujud tah x. if xde kepentingan, tolak tepi jelah ek. aku cube jadi yg terbaik, if org x perasan or saje wat x nampak pn, aku terime. aku penat jage hati org, hati aku? ade sape peduli bile aku marah? sedih? gembira? perlukan seseorang? aku sapela org nak peduli. maybe Naniey btol, luaran aku x tunjuk pn pe aku rase. haah, ni kot limit aku. cukuplah selama ni aku berdiam. ruang tu, aku benci..diabaikan, dilupakan, diskriminasi, lonely in chaos.. ruang tu, makin luas.. slama ni aku berlembut org pijak. bile aku dh stat berubah, jgn amek peduli, sincerely from the bottom of my heart.. mls la aku nak pk bnda2 gini, buang mase if mesej x sampai.

...'sekali pun aku takkan pernah mencuba kembali padamu'...

Metafora ke??

Dalam dunia ini, kita tidak punya sesiapa kecuali diri sendiri.

Tetapi dalam kita bersendiri, kita beruntung kerana mempunyai seorang sahabat yang memahami kita.

Sebagaimana kita mengharapkan keikhlasan dan kejujuran seorang sahabat, begitu juga dia. Tetapi kita sering terlupa akan hal itu.

Kita cuma mengambil kira tentang harapan dan perasaan kita.

Kita rasa dikhianati bila dia tidak menepati janjinya.

Kita tidak memberi dia peluang untuk menerang keadaannya.

Bagi kita, itu alasannya untuk menutup kesilapan dan membela diri.

Kita terlupa, kita juga pernah membiarkan dia ternanti-nanti..

Kerana kita juga ada janji yang tidak ditepati.

Kita beri beribu alasan, memaksa dia menerima alasan kita.

Waktu itu, terfikirkah kita tentang perasaannya??

Seperti kita, dia juga tahu rasa kecewa.. tetapi kita sering terlupa.

Untungnya mempunyai seorang kawan yang sentiasa di sisi kita pada waktu kita memerlukan dia. Dia mendengar luahan perasaan kita, segala rasa kecewa dan ketakutan, harapan dan impian kita luahkan, dia memberi jalan sebagai laluan penyelesaian masalah.

Selalunya kita terlalu asyik bercerita tentang diri kita, hingga kadang-kadang terlupa kawan kita juga ada cerita yang ingin dikongsi bersama kita.

Pernahkah kita memberi dia peluang untuk menceritakan tentang rasa bimbangnya, rasa takutnya?

Pernahkah kita menenangkan dia sebagaimana dia pernah menyabarkan kita?

Ikhlaskah kita mendengar tentang kejayaan dan berita gembiranya? Mampukah kita menjadi sumber kekuatannya seperti mana dia meniup semangat setiap kali kita merasa kecewa dan menyerah kalah?

Dapatkah kita yakinkan dia bahawa kita boleh dipercayai, kita boleh dijadikan tempat untuk bersandar bila terasa lemah, agar tidak rebah?

Bolehkah kita menjadi bahu untuk dia sandarkan harapan?

Sesekali jadilah kawan yang mendengar dari yang hanya bercerita.

Ambillah masa untuk memahami hati dan perasaan kawan, kerana dia juga seorang manusia; dia juga ada rasa takut, ada rasa bimbang, sedih dan kecewa.

Dia juga ada kelemahan dan dia juga perlukan kawan sebagai kekuatan.

Jadilah kita kawannya itu.

Kita selalu melihat dia ketawa, tetapi mungkin sebenarnya dia tidak setabah yang kita sangka.

Disebalik senyumannya itu, mungkin banyak cerita sedih yang ingin diluahkan, di sebalik kesenangannya, mungkin tersimpan seribu kekalutan, kita tidak tahu.. tetapi jika kita cuba jadi sahabat seperti dia, mungkin kita akan tahu.

Love it!

"Boneca-Cela"

Rabak mata ku..Pena menari
Tinta berdarah
Rabak mata ku..Pena menari-nari
Tinta berdarah
Kata membara-bara
Masanya ku bernafas
Ini terakhir kali
Puas sudah ku sesak dalam dunia sempit
Dulu tersungkur kini berdiri
Kau bermain api kini ku bakari
Dulu menunduk kini ku celik...Kau bermain api
Engkau mahu sempurna..Engkau jadi sempurna
Biar aku bahagia dengan cela ku..
Engkau mahu malaikat turun dari kayangan
Biar aku bahagia dengan cela ku
Mengapa ..... Tidak engkau cermin saja diri mu yang sempurna, mempesona??
Ku bahagia dengan cela
Mengapa... Tidak kau bercinta saja dengan diri mu yang sempurna, mempesona??
Ku bahagia dengan cela
Siapa yang mampu mencapai mahu mu? Bilamana kau juga seorang manusia?
Siapa yang mampu mencapai mahu mu? Bilamana kau juga seorang manusia?

***...thanks to Eza Hadila...***
aku terima lagu ni pukul 2.30 pagi waktu Malaysia. tq dear~ ko sepupu & kawan terbaik aku! errr...faizal, ko jangan terasa lak..aku sayang siapa yang sayang aku je la.. hakhak! akan ku bangkit menongkah arus perdana. ceh~

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"Save You by Simple Plan"
Take a breath...I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It's just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
No matter what I do I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won’t give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
You know I'll be there for you
If only I could find the answer
To take it all away
Sometimes i wish i could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won’t give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
I wish I could save you.

GIRL?????

tak pon...saje sebab aku suke lagu nie.

giLer senGaL!

nisin?

ADU aisgmnetns nka nkea anta! iudalngi..UAD!

tka ek ensgal? dguanauk..spea sruhu tnagugh-tagnhgu?

cohw~

p/s: Inilah petanda awal beliau akan diserang penyakit bawaan virus sengal dan mereng akibat kegagalan fungsi medula oblongata. Harap maklum.

Saya & dugaaN

Hari ni, banyak benda jadi. aku saja terangkan peristiwa-peristiwa merobek hati dengan warna oren. simbol tekanan de[QL]ah. Pagi tu aku ade seminar yang disampaikan oleh Cik Marie (Councellor of US's Embassy), baru je sampai dari kL pagi tu jugak. UNIMAS was the 1st university she chose for the seminar. She will give her speech in another universities later. Caucasian yang secara spesifiknya kerja di bawah Hillary Clinton, boss dia la tu. Semangat aku bangun pagi-pagi. Bukan apa, aku sangat la suka bila ada seminar, debat, talks, atau ceramah-ceramah akademik, lagi-lagi yang berkaitan dengan bidang aku. Bosan? hehe tidak kepada aku. Sampai je kat Kampus Timur, aku pun terus la menuju ke Dewan Senat sebab Dr.Lucy cakap seminar kat sana. Berpeluh-peluh jugak, jauh tu Dewan Senat dari bus-stop ni. Tiba-tiba, jantung aku macam nak berhenti tengok notis kat pintu dewan. 'Please be note that the special seminar of Barrack Obama' Administration will be held at DK6, the date and time remain the same. Thank you.' wah! DK6?? peh~ Dewan kuliah yang depannnnn bus-stop je tadi. Aduhai..siapalah yang berhajat nak buat drama sebabak ni..dengan telus dan dedikasinya aku pun berpusing 90 darjah dan berlari-lari ayam ke DK6. Katakan taknak kepada lambat. Polisi luar aku sem ni. ceh! Seminar pukul 9, setibanya aku kat DK, ramai giler makhluk. Aku pun sibuk mencari kroni-kroni. Ahah! Bunyi tikus! hah tu pun kau ana..Lepas tu aku dengar ada budak-budak panggil nama aku secara berjemaah ala-ala koir. oh adik-adik junior masa aku jadi Ketua Kolej diorang dulu. Senyum cicak la aku, cuba memaniskan muke yang sebenarnya tengah bengang. Jadual bertembung la pulak dengan kelas diorang. Tapi akhirnya, semua kena join seminar. Ramai gak pensyarah & staff datang. Q&A yang sangat cemerlang. Habis je seminar, aku & ana terus menuju ke surau. We have to write the reaction paper about the seminar, and the submission date?? the same day, before 5PM. Masalah kalau tak siapkan, sebab pukul 2-5 ada kelas dengan Dr.Neilson. Macam kilat kami menaip, macam gasing otak kami berfikir merangka idea, tiba masa nak print, aduhai tak boleh pulak. 10 minit tunggu kat printing center, aku, ana, dan beberapa orang budak yang membebel tak dapat print, menuju ke Seroja. Harap-harap ada budak buat amal jariah kan. Berpeluh mencari, akhirnya aku teringat kat Mastura. Terima kasih Mas. Ni la gunanya kawan ramai. masa kita susah, diorang tolong & vice-versa la. Lepas je print, aku terus pergi ATM, OMG! under maintenance. ish~ Masa dalam kelas Dr.Neilson, aku, ana & ramai lagi duduk belakang sebab lambat masuk. Tak pernah lak kitorang duduk belakang ni. Kawan-kawan tengah present. Penat belum hilang, peluh belum tersejat, tiba-tiba kena tegur. Kitorang baru je sampai, bukan kitorang yang buat bising pun. Kalau ada pun, aku weewiit kat Gilbert yang pakai baju hijau terang. mungkin terkuat kot haha! Sorry! habis je presentation, aku ajak ana duduk depan sekaliiiiii sebab dia nak bagi kuliah. Lagi pun, mamat keji yang paling aku benci ada depan aku. wekk! Dari aku muntah hijau lebih baik aku blah secara terhormat kan. Mandi hujan balik tu, lebat giler~ weehuu! Aku pulak tak bawak payung baru. Takut payung aku basah. hakhak bangang! Abang driver dengan baik hatinya bagi aku payung beliau dengan wasiat, 'lak boh lupa pulangkan smula owh'..aok lah~~ Aku takut lappy aku masuk air je..malam, aku cek tiket Airasia. waaa promosi doh~ bling-bling..toingg! RM10 je turun kL! aku pun terus click-click sambil nyanyi dan sebenarnya, masukkan semua data-data yang diperlukan. tapi, masa nak sahkan tempahan, arghhh! my mastercard have been locked due to the security. wey apahal?? aduh! aduh! aduh!..cepat-cepat aku cuba kad iBank.online RHB lak. arghhh!! cannot enroll even i have already registered and settle up everything before. dugaan tol. my sign on ID was not inactive..memang aku tak pernah guna iBank.online sebelum ni. Unfortunately, i'm failed to re-register so i just send an email to the administration of the services, both for my Mastercard and also iBank.online. Then, i called 24-Hrs Help Center. Suara lemak merdu berperisa epal di sane suruh aku rujuk ke cawangan terdekat. ceh! Takde pilihan dah, nampaknya esok terpaksa la aku ke cawangan RHB uruskan kad, kad dan kad serta kad yang konon-kononnya memudahkan & menyenangkan ni. Terus aku keluar bilik & tengok TV2 cerita The Interpretor yang sangat best, jawab panggilan abah & mak, sms Ida, pujuk adik aku sorang ni. Ego nak sms Dolly Annabella, biarlah dia tau aku terasa dengan sms dia kelmarin. hurm~ 1st time krisis, semacam je. hilang semangat rasanya. ah takpe! layan online-games -13 Days in Hell- woo aku dah level 7 rupanya..syabas Inspektor Sahab! hari yang paling memenatkan aku akhirnya berakhir dengan pengakhiran yang terakhir....peluk spongebob dan tido...

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Err...jap jap.. woi siapa rajin sangat amek gambar aku tengah beradu di tengah hari?? ruangan peribadi okeh! kang aku dakwa baru tau. hakhak!

Pemberian ikhlas Cik Marie..Thank You Very Much!

Sungguh besar kot itu. diskriminasi. taken during photoshot organized by faculty.

Tinggal kenangan..kelakar kan kita? berpura-pura okey sajeeee...profesional? no comment! lupakan secepat mungkin. semak.

Perundingan Israel & Palestin..yeah kabinet Palestin menang! hehe=p aku takkan lupakan ini.

(6 Mac 2009)

International Studies Students (3rd Year)

Motif mereka bersepah di sana-sini adalah tidak diketahui..harap maklum.

zzzzZZZZZzzz kroihhh kroiihhhhhh fiuuuuu..zzzZZZZzzzzzzz....

Everlasting Happiness...

Last night, somebody asked me, "why you didn't show your follower(s), not allowing any comments, no links, nothing?"...simple, sederhana itu lebih sempurna syg. =] My blog, so it's up to me. Please don't be so parocial & narrow mind. If you always criticize people, you won't have much time to enjoy your life. The same goes to others, they can do whatever they want. Let me be the one who knows, and for sure it doesn't affect me whether anybody is following or not. I'm not popular, I'm not pretty, I'm not fake, I'm not perfect, but i just love being me. Simple girl and simple life. Hey Mr Nice Guy, ..Reading but not following. Observing in silence. Comment me through sms. Until today i don't know who you are. But, I'm following your games. Isn't that interesting? haha. Ok, stop. It has been long time since i'm last updated my blog. Not because i have nothing to write, hell yeah everyday i'm having such lots of sweet and also funny moments, but i do prefer a better quality than quantity. Plus, time is not on my side. My eyes experienced it, my brain recorded. Hurm, now it is my finger's turn to share it with others..Here, 3 of my sweet moments. No offence, but i don't need comment(s) from anyone. Thank you..=]

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Inter-College (Carrom) [14&15/2/2009]

~Our Team~

~1st Day~

~She's The Champion! haha~

~The Girl's Team~

~The Boy's Team~

~With Miss Corrina, Our Team Manager~

~Surprisely, I Have Won This Round=p How Come?~


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The Allamanda's Day [28/2 & 1/3 2009]

~I'm Not Buying, Just Passing By haha~

~Sue, Fren & Sister~

~Euwww..So Childish! When It Comes To Ice-Cream, I Will Be In My World..Forget The Others=p~


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The Ponggal's Night (Supporting My Indian's Friends) [7 Mac 2009]

~My 1st Time Wearing The Punjabi Full Dress. Thanks To Prasha's Friend~

~Sue Again? Of Course, Her's Camera~

~Hungry For Food Hehe~

~Prasha & Friend, Prasha Has Just Came Back From Melbourne~

~Him & His Naughtisme..Pity Us Huh? =p~

~Enjoy The Dances, Songs & Drama By The Indian's Students. Phenomenal!~

~Yeah, He Won The Lucky Draw!~ Oppss Sori Dude, Where's Your Hazel Eyes? You're Too Tall Hehe~

~Us, Red Carpet? At Least......=p~


~12.30 A.M..Sleepy..~

~Future Engineer Guys? Hope So~

So many photos hehe..Got lots more, but i'm too lazy to upload and let it be my private photos. Guess what? I'm prohibited to use Manglish for about two weeks. Weird & so hard for me, the one who always used Manglish in my daily communications with friends & family, carefully avoid Manglish in my assignments and presentations of course, but i'm the one who dare to accept her challenge. I'm going to win ok. In fact, it is not only about winning, i can improve myself also. "I'm not good in anything, but i do have the ability to keep on trying"-David Bruchett. Practise makes perfect. Good luck Deq!